"You know I have a job! You didn't even make time for your son!" I got up from my seat and pointed at his chest. I couldn't stop screaming. All the veins in my body were alive. He didn't budge from what I was doing to him. "YOU ALWAYS CHOOSE YOUR WORK! WORK THERE! WORK HERE— ”
“Why? Are you any different from me? You did the same, didn't you? If you didn't put work first, I guess somehow you hooked up with his performance?”
His voice was not loud, but the emphasis was as if he was blaming me. I laughed at his sarcasm and shook my head, unable to believe what he was saying.
"So, you blame me for everything?" I could no longer paint my face because all expression was gone.
"That's not what I meant."
"But that's what you're saying!"
"I am tired-"
“So do I!” I didn’t beat up on everything he said. He was supposed to pass me, but I pushed him back. “What? Will you run away from our conversation?”
“Please! Please, Zoe! I plead with you. I'm tired now, and I don't want a fight.” He closed his eyes tightly and removed my hand, holding his chest. He passed me while I couldn't believe that he had left me.
The next day I woke up to Randall's touch. I did not sleep in our room but the living room. When I looked around, I saw that his key was no longer hanging on the wall, so I was sure he had left. He didn't even wake me up; he wanted us to be just like this. If he wanted a situation like this, I would give it to him.
"Randall, do you want to go to mommy's work?" I smiled at him as he played. He just nodded at me, not looking at me. I immediately carried him to the bedroom to take a shower. When I was finished, I put five pieces of his pair of clothes in his bag. We won't go home here first. After all, Adams doesn’t know where my next photoshoot is; I’m sure he won’t find us.
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“No wonder your son is handsome! You are so beautiful!” My make-up artist happily compliments me. I just smiled at her as Randall hugged me. I was combing my son's hair as the woman continued to ask questions. “I haven't seen your husband yet. Maybe your husband is too handsome? Because your child's face looks perfect.”
I didn't answer her and just looked in the mirror. I don’t know how to leave Randall later when we need to go on stage.
"Rhea, can I leave Randall with you later while I'm on stage?" Although I was embarrassed, I dared to ask her. I also looked around where Randall and I could later lie down. It looks like we have somewhere to sleep because they prepared a folding bed for me.
"Of course, ma'am!" As she ironed my hair, she was still laughing.
I grabbed my bag and pulled out some money. I handed her the paper money while she was behind me. "Here."
I saw her eyes widen as she looked at me in the mirror. I can see that she can't believe what I'm offering her. Well, I'm not giving away money; I want to give it to her because it's been too long since she's been working as my makeup artist.
It wasn't too long before I had to leave Randall with her. Randall didn't complain because Rhea definitely wouldn't let her down. As I walked onto the stage, I couldn’t help but think about my fight with Adams. I don’t know how long we will be like this.
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Two days have passed, but Adams still hasn’t seen us. I didn't expect him to find us right away, but it's probably not that difficult to track us down because we're not hiding.
"Mommy, when will we see daddy?" Randall asks as his eye gives way. I looked at him as he lay on my lap. I kissed his forehead, so I slowly put him to sleep.
“Why? Do you want to see daddy?”
He just nodded until he was entirely swallowed by drowsiness. I, on the other hand, just leaned over and felt like I had a headache. I didn't know what to do so that he wouldn't always ask where his daddy was. I want Adams to find us, but it seems like he doesn't have any plans. Today we don't have a shoot, but I don't want to go home, so we will still stay here.
As drowsiness slowly pulled me away, I jumped at the sudden scream from outside. I looked at Randall to see if he was awake, but he was still sound asleep. I closed my eyes again, but it was as if my heart was taken away when someone suddenly lifted Randall. When I opened my eyes, I saw his father staring darkly at me while taking my bag. He also took my hand, so I stood up.
"What are you doing?! Let go of me!" I removed his hand from my wrist, but he didn't let go. Other spectators are already looking at us. Even Rhea was already staring at me with her mouth open and couldn’t believe there was a man like Adonis in front of her. She blinked a few times before she disappeared from my sight.
In an instant, I was in his car. He didn’t speak, and he took me to the front seat. He handed Randall to me and started the car. I, on the other hand, could not talk because I did not know what to say. For a few days, I thought that he would never come back to us, but I think I was just angry. I shouldn’t run away and must think we’re married, and we should be talking about the matter when we’re both cold-headed.
"I'm sorry." He broke the silence. I did not move and just looked outside.
“It's all my fault.” He added.
I continue to be silent in response to what he remarks. He received no word from me until we arrived at our house. When he intended to take the child in my arms, I was the one who took him inside the home. I didn't glance at him and just walked inside our bedroom. It felt as if everything had changed in the silence at the time, as we appeared to have lost a year owing to the house's unusual darkness. He kept a close eye on Randall and me. Randall was sleeping, which was fortunate since I didn't want to show him that I was having problems dealing with his father's situation with me. Even though Adams and I did not get along, I was concerned about him because I knew he was perpetually irritable whenever we fought.
When I slid Randall in the bed, he took my hand in his. I didn't look back and instead focused only on his hand. He wrapped his arms around me and began kissing the back of my ear. I have bitten my lower lip as a result of what he did. His fingers crept slowly over my sensitive area till I shoved him. I was scared Randall might awaken unexpectedly.
“Sorry. Randall may wake up. " I continue to look forward since I'm already taking off my necklace and earrings to bathe in the water. After a few days of exhaustion, they granted me a one-week vacation. When that break is over, I will inform everyone that I will never return to the world of modeling. I need to concentrate my efforts on Randall and Adams. I reasoned that since Adams did not get the same level of care to my kid, I should do the same. It must not like that. I should be the one to point out such flaws.
He continued to follow as I entered the bathroom. Additionally, he disrobed and entered the bath without a cover.
He preceded me in the bathtub while I first wet my body with the shower. I continued dumping my body until I was sure I had adjusted from the temperature. I slowly went down to the bathtub while he was on the other end of it. I just bowed my head because I didn’t know what to say to him. It was as if we hadn't talked for a long time.
A few minutes of silence ensued between us until I decided to lift my head. When I raised my head, he pulled my hand, which is why my body slid towards him. He leaned my back against his body and groped my chest. He pushed my nipples as he licked the back of my neck.
"I miss its softness." He whispered in my ear, and all my hair rose. He bit my shoulder until his hand dropped to my stomach. “I’m sorry. I can't hold myself any longer.” He sniffed my neck and continued. “You can get mad at me later. Just a little bit. Just a little bit. Let me touch you.”
He spread my legs and put his hand under the water. Even though the water was cold, I could feel the warmth of each hold he held me. I leaned my back harder on him until I felt the hard object behind me. Even though I was getting tired of what he was doing, I lost his grip, and when I presented my body to him, his face became sad.
"I will give you a blowjob." I averted my eyes as I blushed.
I started to lick the tip of his cock. I was on my knees in the bathtub while he was already standing. I held his cock as if I didn't want to let go of it anymore. I closed my eyes and savored how big it was. While I am doing that to him, my inside is getting moist. I opened my eyes and pulled myself even closer to him. I placed his cock between my chest and started moving myself to give him a titsjob.
My boobs are so slippery, so as I raise and lower my chest, the tip of his cock hits my lips. I feel like a drunk drowning in everything we do. When I sucked his dick, the semen shot in my face. I immediately hugged him as he returned to his seat. I wrapped my arms around his neck and licked his lips. He opened his mouth and let my tongue inside his mouth. Because there was water between our sensitive parts, it was hard before I inserted his cock into my pussy. I held my mouth because I could feel even water entering my hole.
"Ohh .. Ahh ..!"
He squeezed my breasts and pushed them. I lifted my body. The water splashed, and we almost ran out of water in the bathtub as I raised and lowered my body. But I guess because we haven't had sex for a while, I want him to violate me more now. I pulled away from my seat on his lap and turned around. I position myself in the doggy and open my pussy from behind.
"Fuck me harder and deeper, Adams."