[ Rain ]
"Please, I..I..am not able to hold it longer." I plead him to let the tension in my stomach loose but he turns completely deaf to my requests.
It is my very first experience in regard to intimacy and its more special for me as my husband whom I love unconditionally, is giving me on his own will.
"Ohh, Nicho..cholas..please."
I throw my head while my hands clutch the sheets tightly as his tongue plays havoc on my molds. The sloppy friction between his tongue and my wet core is unbearable, the amount of pleasure is pulsating through every single cell in my body.
He lapped on the dripping juices like a thirsty man, the way his skilled tongues and hands are doing amazing things to my body, I believe he had done it before, perhaps with Roselie.
The image of them in an intimate position shots another wave of jealousy laced in pain but I choose to live in the present where my husband is all mine.
He has willingly accepted me.
He gives a hard suck on my pussy lips and it was all I needed to release. I just had my first orgasm. I close my eyes and my thighs fall limp due to exhaustion.
"How it felt, Rain?" He asks coming over me again.
I refuse to look at him. I am sure he has his signature smirk.
"Open your eyes." He whispers near my lips and nipples my bottom lip for access.
I slowly open my shy eyes and immediately lost in his lust clouded pupils. They're staring directly into mine.
"How did it feel, Rain?" He asks again.
"Incredible." I could only pick this word for what I felt.
"Great but you haven't experienced the best part of it yet," Saying this, he smashes his lips on mine with more passion radiating through his aggressive actions. I taste myself on his tongue which plays inside my mouth like he conquered the territory.
His hands begin to knead my breasts once again. He realized that I can be turned on if he pays attention on my breasts.
"They're so perfect, so soft." He says against my lips. I feel his growing hardness rubbing against my wet and smeared core but he still has his boxers on which annoys and terrifies me at the same time.
I am a virgin and the thought of something thick and long drilling inside me, sends nervousness down my body.
"Don't worry, I would try to be gentle but if you're still afraid, we can stop here. I do not want you to regret anything we'd do tonight." He says as if he read my mind.
All I saw gentleness and truthfulness in his words and in his eyes.
My trembling hands raise to cup his cheeks,"I am ready, Nick and I swear I won't regret anything we do tonight. You're my husband and it gives you every right to touch me or do anything you want. I am all yours and tonight, be only mine. Will you do it? Are you ready to have sex with me without having my sister in your heart or mind?" I ask him.
He stares at me without saying a word and it causes my heart to sink but after a moment or two, he sits up straight and pulls his boxers off in a swift moment, his hard cock springs up. I would be exaggerating if I say that his size doesn't startle me.
He is going to rip me apart.
"I swear on my conscience that tonight, it will be only you, in my mind and in my present, Rain. I promise you my loyalty." He says, his eyes not faltering from my face even for a moment.
A contented smile spread on my quivering lips on his confession. He's a man of words, I know it and it takes no time for me to prepare myself for loosing my innocence to him.
"I am all yours."
I close my eyes with my own confession and next I feel his body descending over mine. I can feel his abs and his hardness brushing against my own skin.
"I believed that you're pure and untouched and it makes me feel blessed to be the first man to ever touch you, Rain." He brushes his fingers on my face while his other hand drifts my thighs apart.
My breathing goes uneven in the anticipation of an alien experience which I am about to cherish.
"I am not going to hurt you intentionally, Rain. I promise you but if it hurts, just tell me, I'll stop, okay." He whispers sincerely and strokes his shaft which is glistening with his precum.
"I trust you, Nicholas."
"I'd never break your trust, Rain." He replies and positions himself on my entrance, my walls clenches in the anticipation of an excruciating pain.
"Look at me. I want you to remember this very first experience of yours."
I just nod my head and lock my eyes with his intense ones. He slides his tip on my wet slit and it leaves an immense sensation to travel through my body. I arch my back in reciprocation.
He gently but firmly ease his tip into my narrow entrance and my wetness lubricates his way into my pussy. As he inches deeper, I feel a sharp pain course through my core and lower stomach. I bite down on my lips to surpress a scream which threatens to leave my throat. The burning sensation accompanies the pain and I throw my head back to distract my mind from it.
"Hey, it's gonna be fine. Just look at me." He strokes my damp hairs and slowly moves inside me.
He takes my lips for a slow and soft kiss to divert my mind from my discomfort. I know it's hard for him to restrain his eagerness for a mind blowing sex but he wants the pleasure to be two sided.
"You can move faster." I breathe out once I feel the pain subsiding a little.
"No, it's fine. I am not in a rush to hurt you." He shakes his head in denial and moves very slowly but it begins to irritate me.
"It won't happen either if you hold himself back, Nick." I say and push my hips up to show him the same.
He stares into my eyes for a moment and then pushes himself completely inside me, I feel my walls ripping apart but I don't show it on my face. He pulls out a little and then slides with a fast thrust stretching my walls further to accommodate his thickness in my narrow core.
"Fuck! You're so tight, baby girl." He curses and quickens his pace.
I hold his shoulders firmly and lock my legs around his waist to give him more room to explore me. It is a beyond explainable moment for me.
"You're doing amazing, Rain." He smiled down at me and by looking into his dark eyes, I receive all my answers that I needed to hear from him.
He's only fullfiling his duty as my husband and somewhere he wants me, physically. In the process, I feel my heart skips a beat and it ignites the passion within me to claim him as long as I can because I don't know what future stores for us. I want us to be together till death do us apart but I know it's not possible until he's willing to give us a chance.
He keeps thrusting into me gently and soon the pain is replaced by pleasure, my walls adjusted to his size eventually but he's being gentle with me and it touches my heart.
The overpowering pleasure subsided all my insecurities and it makes me forget all the worries of the upcoming future.
With one powerful thrust, he comes undone inside me, filling me with his hot seeds, I come along with him. He collapses on the top of me, burying his face in the crook of my neck.
"It was amazing." He breathes out.
"It was." I can only manage to utter two words amid my erratic breathing.
After a moment, he gently pulls himself out of me and covers us properly with the blankets. It was simply the best sex I could ever imagine to have and it became more special with the man whom I love with deepest of my feelings.
"Take some rest, tomorrow will be our last day to enjoy the rest of places." He kisses my forehead and snuggles close to me with our naked bodies, pasted skin to skin. It feels surreal, like I am living a vivid dream.
"Did you enjoy it?" I ask him out of curiosity though my eyes are getting drowsy with exhaustion and sleep.
"The best sex I ever had. I wish it would be often as I want you to enjoy it as much as I do?" He replies and snakes his arm on my belly, his eyelids shuts down even before I can have some more hearty talks.
I just hope that it wouldn't turn into a nightmare in the next morning because I won't be able to bear the worst heartbreak.