I remember what happened last night. I slowly covered my face with the blanket out of embarrassment.
Damon made love to me.
I don’t know what my reaction will be now. What should it be? What can I say?
Uh Damon you're so awesome last night.
Damon. . . you're so good in bed.
I moaned at my thoughts. I woke up without him beside me. I'm already wearing a big Tshirt and boxer but 'I feel like I don't have a bra and panties.
I just love the smell of clothes from Damon.
I am sore. I feel like I have a fever. My both thighs are aching and my hip hurts. Every move I make it hurts.
My cheeks heat up when I think back to what we did last night.
At two in the morning I felt him on top of me again and it turned into fury love making again!
Even though I knew it was painful, I was able to sit and stand. I adjusted the t shirt I was wearing. I combed my long hair and headed for the door.
I went downstairs and while on the stairs I could smell the marinated chicken.
There are many thoughts that trouble my mind. What if, Damon's mom finds out I'm not leaving? Will she still object to Damon and me because of what I did? and because I did not follow what she said?
Last night before I fell asleep, I even heard Damon talking to mama over the phone. I didn't hear what they were talking about because I was already asleep.
When I got to the kitchen I saw Damon cooking.
I saw a dish on the table with pancakes and butter. There is also bottled milk and coffee. Maybe he felt my presence so he looked at me.
He was topless and only wearing boxers.
"Good morning."
He greeted me coldly . I know that even though we happened last night, he is still angry with me.
I promised ‘No more Secrets’ but what did I do? I didn't keep my promise.
I gasped and looked at the rice and pickles he had laid on the table.
I could barely look at his body. I can still feel the pain of my womanhood.
I took a deep breath and looked at him, I saw him looking at me, weighing.
He licked his lips and crouched to kiss me on the forehead.
"It still hurts?" he asked hoarsely.
My cheek grew hot and shook. I held his arm.
I saw him swallow.
"I'm sorry." softly , I said."Forgive me because fear preceded me."
He gasped and sat in the chair next to me.
"Let's not talk about it. I'll take care of it.I'll talk to mom later. "he said seriously and kissed my shoulder.
Okay. Maybe I’m being selfish. I have people who will be hurt when I leave. But it would hurt me more if Damon had a hard time reaching his dream.
"Have you forgiven me yet?" I ask.
"Not yet." He looked me in the eye as he sipped his coffee and put it down."If you stay with me. Then you're forgiven." he said that I would almost stop eating pancakes.
My forehead furrowed and he seemed to read my mind.
"You heard me right baby, you will leave with me." He kissed me on the forehead.
Many thoughts immediately entered my mind. First mama, what would she say? Second, Damon’s mom! Don't get me wrong! Third, we're too young to live in!
"Damon doesn't seem to be right--"
"Which one isn't right there hm? Is it wrong to leave with me?" His hand slipped into my hand where the ring was placed.
My heart beats with my emotions. In the rush of my emotions my tears flowed on purpose. He tenderly touched my cheek.The overwhelming joy that Damon made me feel exploded in my heart.
if the partner of love is suffering and pain then I will fight with him. I will no longer be afraid to fight for what I should.
"I was afraid you would leave me so I did that to you yesterday.Baby listen." I looked at him and we were so close to each other."I won't beg if I don't accept Venice's father's offer. You're the only one I'll marry." He closed his eyes.
"If I have to sacrifice everything for you I will. You are my only treasure do you understand?" I kept sobbing from what I heard and he wiped away my tears.
"I can sacrifice even my mother." he whispered. "I'll go crazy if you leave me. I'll be mad at you if you do that. If you leave make sure I don't see you because the time I will see you..." he kissed me on the lips I closed. "I'll chain you in my bed."
The gentle touch of his hot lips became aggressive. My head almost recoiled with each stroke of his lips. We no longer cared about the food in front of us.
But I don't want to get to the point where Damon hates his mom. No matter how evil and greedy she is, she's still gave him life.
I'm not mad at Ma'am Sonya. I feel sorry for her because this is the result of the love that was denied to her. She loved a man who loved someone else. I know whatever the hardness of the rock I know it will soften as well.
I pushed Damon when we heard him someone enter and laughing towards it in the kitchen.
"You're an ass! There should be only one! Why did you do it twice dude!" Rad jokingly slapped Clinton.
Damon adjusted my t-shirt. He put my hair on my chest so as not to see my chest without a bra.
"Suite crashers!" Damon burried his face in my neck.
"Cassy is just clingy!" Clinton replied coldly. They both stopped when they saw us. Damon looked at them wickedly as I simply took a pancake and ate it.
The two whistled at the same time.
"Oh, are we timing wrong Dame?" Rad asked and winked at me.
"Your eyes Rad." Damon threatened.
Clinton laughed .He took the beer from the fridge and drank it.
"What?" Rad laughed. "I'm just being friendly." He sat on the chair and played with his lip, staring at me
I was just quiet and nervous.
"You're not friendly when Frix's around." Damon smirked.
"Fuck you! Don't involved Frix here." seriously.
"In love eh?" Damon teased. "By the way, why are you here?" Damon asked and kissed my shoulder.
"Sebe sent us home.Clinton's two women got into a fight. " Rad laughed and caught the beer in a can, Clinton threw at him.
"Damn you. Kylie is my only girl." no emotion ,Clinton says.
Ugh. This guys! I get tired of listening to them.
"Damon I'm going up." I say goodbye and stand up. Damon attended to me but its too late because I almost went back to sitting as my middle thigh hurt!
"Ouch!" I cried.
"Fuck baby! Does it still hurt?"
My cheeks almost got hot because his cousins were still here! I nodded.
Rad and Clinton looked at each other. Rad whistled as Clinton grinned.