A week later, Damon left the country to meet with their heavy American investors.
"What! Damon will understand!" Ruru said as she dragged me into Primenite.
"Ruwela lets go home early, alright?" she visited to home because now Damon is coming home from America.
It was seven o'clock in the evening and here Ruru thought. I don't know, maybe she broke up with Alex gain. I know coz she is my friend.
We sat in the corner while shouting on the dance floor and I was shocked when someone stood next to me.
"Ryle?"
Ruru smiled.
"I invited him". Ruru said.
Ryle turned to me.
"Damon let you?" Ryle asked.
"Yeah he knows and he's going home too. Besides, he's not too strict on me anymore."
He nodded and traveled the eye around. I did the same.
But I was shocked someone suddenly passed by and seemed to have out balance so she leaned over Ryle and she poured her drink on my drink glass!
"Oops! Sorry." The woman laughed.
"Are you okay miss?" Ryle asked the smiling Venice?
She saw me so he looked at me and Ryle.
"Oh! You're getting married but you're flirting too?" She told me. It was clear even though the sound was loud here inside.
I shook my head.
"You're wrong Ven."
"Oh really. Let's see."
"Hey, you! If you don't want to a war..get out of here! I'm angry now I'm really going to punch you up you ugly pig! "Ruru fought Ven.
Ryle laughed.
Ven crossed her arms.
"What? In this sexy of mine do I look like a pig ?!"
Ruru scoffed.
"Yes! You're sexy ! But your nose looks like a pig's nose! So if you don't leave, I'll lick your nose! "Ruru was really drunk! Oh my goodness!
Ven blushed with annoyance and stomped away as if crying. Ryle and Ruru, who were still burst out laughing.
I just shook my head and smiled. I drank my glass of beer and the taste seemed to change. It seemed even more bitter?
But I finished that glass and I felt different. I felt like I was in a cloud and warming up.
"Are you okay?" Ryle asked.
I fanned myself.
"I'm O-Okay! I'll go out first."
I went out even though Ryle was calling me. I went out because I felt differently like I wanted to undress in front of Ryle and tear him apart with a kiss!
I came out when someone grabbed me. It's Ryle, by the way.
"Zand are you drunk?" he worries.
"There you go! I'm going home."
"Bu--"
"Shit!" He leaned into a car and I kissed him passionately.
He was shocked but immediately kissed me passionately too. His kiss traveled to my body.
It's just now do I feel like I am kissing Damon. I moaned when I pressed myself against him.
"Z-Zandria ?!" Damon's angry voice rang out immediately.
Shit! Ryle pushed me immediately so I was almost thrown. Damon's jaw tightened and he stepped on Ryle. Damon was still not satisfied and hit Ryle and punched him.I
I saw Ven grin as she bit her lip, she's watching us!
"Oh my gosh! Zand! "Ruru screamed the last I heard and Ryle moaned because of Damon's punch!
"Aaaagh! Fuck!" Damon punched the car before messing up his hair. There were bouncers stop him.A violent Damon pulled me is the last I remember.
I woke up that day in Damon's suite. I feel like I have a hang over that hurts my body. But that's not what I'm worried about.
I remember what happened.
Damon saw it! And now how do I explain that? Dammn!
I did not enter for school. I really want to cry but shit! With so much nervousness and pain I became numb!
Damon is gone now. I woke up without him. My chest tightens. How come he doesn't want me anymore? what if. . He will cancel our wedding? I do not know why I have done it last night!
Every hour is slow and I want the afternoon to come. I want to explain my side. I want to clarify some things. I want to say sorry!
During the day I cooked dinner. Damon came home at six or seven in the everning, I guess?
I texted him that I did not enter school but he did not reply. Mama also called earlier and we talked. I didn't tell her what happened . Ruru also called and she was very worried. She still blames herself.
I cooked Damon's favorite pickled chicken and mung beans with meat. The rice was still smoky when I put them on the table and looked at the clock in the living room.
It's seven thirty but he's not here yet? My chest tightened with pain but I tried to strengthen myself.
I do not know that I fell asleep!
I woke up when the door slammed. I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep at the table waiting for him. It was ten o'clock at night?
Damon leaned against the closed door and held his head up.
He crouched his polo shirt while the other button was open. He was still walking. Was he drunk?
He threw his suit on the sofa.
"Damn shit! Fuck shit!" he was brittle swearing and messing up his hair. He suddenly looked at me.
Those dangerous pair of eyes. I stared and swallowed at the kind of stared at me. The tenderness is no longer there. There is no love.
"Uh... D-Damon, I cooked dinner. Uh, are you going to eat?"
His jaw tightened and he suddenly grinned. He approached me. The food almost spilled on the table when he leaned his two hands there and looked at me.
I don't know but I want to cry. I want to be depressed by his gaze.
He's not my Damon anymore.
"Did you really love me? Zandria?" His eyes narrowed as he stared at me.
It was like a dagger had pierced my heart. Why? Doesn't he love me anymore?
I sighed and looked at him with tears in my eyes. "I love you so much. You know that."
He looked again with red eyes. In a tow, he took me to the kitchen sink. I almost lost my soul there in the chair because he pulled me!
I could smell the alcohol on him and 'I could feel his anger. He touched both my shoulders.
I was trembling with fear and nervousness. My tears were already flowing. But he just looked at it.
"D-Damon I'm sorry. I didn't want that." I pleaded and almost hugged him.
"Am I not enough? Am I not enough?!"
I could almost feel the pain in the kind of voice he had. It penetrated my heart to hear his voice cracking and holding back crying kills me in pain. It hurts me , really.
"No! You're too much. You're wrong! Ryle and I don't have a relationship! I didn't mean that. I don't know--"
"You didn't mean to?" His grip tightened on my shoulder.
"You kissed her Zandria! Fuck shit! I kept your lips from being touched or tasted by others! But shit! "
He messed up his hair and looked at me badly.
"Was it just a kiss that happened to you last night Zandria? Was it just a kiss or more?"
He stared at me as if he was staring at me, disgustingly.
"I don't know if it's just me--"
He never finished what he was going to say because I slapped him.
Yes. I slapped him. I kept crying in front of him. I couldn't speak anymore and I just covered my lips.
His jaw tightened and he looked at me.
"Slap me more. Slap me as much as you want! Because there's nothing can compare with my pain here!" He pointed to his chest. "It hurts Zandria! Too much!"
He shouted that at me and turned to kick our two seater table and went straight up.
I was like a burning a candle that was slowly sitting on the floor.
My eyes widened. The next day even though Damon treated me coldly, we had breakfast together and he took me to school.
He didn't speak when I got out of his car. I came out floating.
Many are whispering. I know, the news has wings. I think it's all over the school. I got engaged to Damon and it's only been two months since we got married and I caught cheating. God! They don't even know the whole story!
I was about to enter the gate when someone grabbed my arm so I stopped.
A tall man came up to me. He is also quite familiar and also studies here.
"Why?" I asked lazily.
"Uh you're Zandria aren't you? Damon's fiancee?"
I raised an eyebrow. Weird but I nodded. "Yes why?"
He held out his hand.
"I'm Kurt. You should know something. I know who put the sex pill in--"
He didn't go on what he's about to say that I didn't get it because he was already on the floor.
"O-Ouch!"
My lips parted as I didn’t know what to prioritize. Damon who kicked Kurt? or Kurt’s ‘Ouch’?
"Fucking fuck off!" Damon snapped and I could almost see the vein in his neck in a rage.
"Damon we're just talking."
"From now on I don't want you to talk and approach men except me! Try me Zandria !Maybe I can kill someone now. Try me. " he warned. He pulled me back to his car. I do not know that he's still here!
"Wait, I have a class!"
"You're going home." He opened the front seat. "Get in."
"Damon-"
"Zandria." He threatened to make me nervous. I looked back at Kurt earlier who was helped by Radleigh's girlfriend ,Frixxie.
I just nodded and followed him.
"Dress up. Mom and I have dinner." He said when he came out of the bathroom with only a towel.
I nodded and took what I could wear. I chose the white dress and put it on. Damon was silent in the car. So my brain flew in thought.
He is different now. Every move he makes me hurts. Every word he said was so painful.
We were quietly eating at a social restaurant. 'I could feel Damon's mother's stare and raising an eyebrow at me . I just ignored her and continued eating.
"So what's your plan son?" Ma'am Sonya asked.
Damon stopped eating.
"I am planning to close the deal ma. Only here in the Philippines.I will never leave the country again. "He glanced at me at once as if his eyes were full of words.
Damon's mom nodded.
"I mean, about the upcoming wedding. Postpone? Reschedule? Or something?"
I felt angry at what she said so I clenched my fist that was holding the spoon.
"I know what happened Damon. Ven told me.I am so dissappointed. I mean at the very first."
Damon's jaw tightened like he had lost his temper.
"The wedding goes on and I want it next week. I don't want to wait." Damon said dropping my jaw.
His motherwas so shocked!
"Oh god son!"
"My decision is final ma." Damon looked at me coldly and continued eating.
Something stuck in my throat with extreme emotion.