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The Lies That Binds

Picking up the Pieces

Ch. 22 / 200 Jun 22, 2025

Piper woke the next morning to an eerie silence that pressed heavily on her chest. There were no sounds of Lily’s tiny feet padding across the hallway, no morning giggles, no sleepy requests for cereal. Instead, there was only the weight of emptiness — a gnawing ache that made her throat burn and her body feel like it had been hollowed out.

For the first time since the judge’s ruling, she had to face a new reality: Lily wasn’t coming back today. The temporary custody order had placed her daughter firmly in Noah’s care for the foreseeable future, leaving Piper in limbo with nothing but her grief, guilt, and anger for company.

She lay there for a moment, staring at the ceiling, willing herself to move. But the weight of it all pinned her down, as if getting out of bed would make the loss too real.

Her phone buzzed on the nightstand, startling her out of her thoughts. She rolled over and picked it up, her heart clenching when she saw the notification:

Noah: Lily’s doing okay. She asked about you this morning. I told her you’d FaceTime later.

Piper stared at the message, a bitter taste rising in the back of her throat. The words were carefully chosen — neutral, polite — but to Piper, they felt like a taunt. She knew Noah wanted her to believe that Lily was perfectly fine without her.

And maybe that was the worst part: What if she was?

Her fingers trembled as she typed out a response.

Me: Tell her I love her. I’ll call later.

The moment she sent the message, a new wave of guilt crashed over her. She should be the one comforting Lily, holding her close, making her pancakes the way she always did on Saturday mornings — not stuck miles away, reduced to a video call from a screen.

But for now, this was her life.

The hours crawled by painfully, and Piper drifted through her house like a ghost. The silence was oppressive, the emptiness of the house suffocating. Everywhere she looked, there were reminders of Lily — her tiny shoes by the door, her favorite books stacked on the coffee table, the stuffed animals arranged neatly in her room, waiting for their owner to return.

She tried reading but couldn’t focus. She turned on the TV, hoping for a distraction, but nothing could drown out the anxious buzzing in her mind. The house felt too big, too empty without Lily’s presence filling every corner.

By mid-morning, Piper found herself pacing the living room, her phone clutched tightly in her hand. She wanted to call Noah again, to demand answers, to ask him how Lily was really doing — was she eating? Was she sleeping? Was she missing her mother as much as Piper missed her?

But she knew better. Noah’s control over the situation was already too strong. Calling him in desperation would only make things worse. He thrived on control, and every time Piper fought against him, she could feel him tightening his grip.

So instead, she texted Amanda.

Me: Any updates? Please tell me there’s something we can do.

The response came quickly, but it wasn’t the answer Piper was hoping for.

Amanda: We’re working on it. I’ll call as soon as I have anything concrete. Hang in there.

Piper sank onto the couch, her head in her hands.

Hang in there.

That was all anyone could say to her lately, as if waiting quietly for things to get better was a solution. But Piper didn’t know how to wait. She had never been good at sitting still while the world around her fell apart.

By early afternoon, the loneliness became unbearable. Piper considered calling Noah for an update, but the thought of hearing his calm, condescending voice made her skin crawl. Instead, she found herself scrolling through her contacts until she landed on Jasper’s name.

She hesitated for a moment, biting her lip. After everything that had happened between them — after all the hurt and the distance — calling Jasper felt like a risk. But it was a risk she needed to take.

She hit the call before she could talk herself out of it.

Jasper answered on the second ring. “Piper?” His voice was warm, filled with concern. “What’s going on?”

For a moment, she couldn’t speak. The lump in her throat was too thick, the words tangled inside her chest.

“I just...” Her voice wavered. “I didn’t know who else to call.”

There was a pause on the other end, then the sound of Jasper exhaling softly. “I’m on my way.”

When Jasper arrived, Piper opened the door and found herself face-to-face with the man who had once been her entire world. He stood on the porch, hands shoved deep in his jacket pockets, his storm-gray eyes filled with quiet concern.

“Hey,” he said softly. “You okay?”

Piper stepped aside to let him in, and the familiar scent of his cologne wrapped around her like a bittersweet memory. “No,” she admitted, her voice small. “Not really.”

They sat together on the couch, the silence between them heavy but not uncomfortable. Piper hugged her knees to her chest, struggling to find the words for everything she was feeling.

“I don’t know how to do this,” she whispered finally. “I don’t know how to wake up every day without her here.”

Jasper rested his elbows on his knees, his expression thoughtful. “I know it feels impossible right now. But you’ll get through this, Piper. You’re stronger than you think.”

Piper let out a shaky laugh, wiping a tear from her cheek. “I don’t feel strong.”

“You are,” Jasper said quietly. “You always have been.”

His words were simple, but they unraveled something inside Piper — a knot of tension and grief that she had been holding too tightly. She leaned into him, her head resting on his shoulder, and for the first time in days, she allowed herself to cry without holding back.

Jasper didn’t say anything, didn’t try to fix it. He just sat there, his arm draped gently around her, offering the kind of quiet support she had been longing for.

After a while, the tears slowed, and Piper pulled back, embarrassed by her outburst. “Sorry,” she murmured, wiping her eyes. “I didn’t mean to fall apart on you.”

Jasper shook his head, offering her a small, reassuring smile. “You don’t have to apologize, Piper. You’ve been carrying all of this on your own for too long.”

She gave him a weak smile in return, but the weight in her chest remained. “I just don’t know what to do, Jasper. I feel like I’m losing everything — Lily, my sanity... even you.”

Jasper’s expression softened, and he reached for her hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. “You’re not losing me,” he said quietly. “I’m still here. And I’ll help you through this, however I can.”

Piper stared down at their intertwined hands, a flicker of warmth spreading through her chest. She wanted to believe him — wanted to believe that they could still find a way forward, even after everything that had happened.

But doubt lingered, like a shadow at the edges of her mind.

“What about Isabel?” Piper asked softly, the words slipping out before she could stop them.

Jasper looked taken aback, his brow furrowing slightly. “Isabel? She’s just my lawyer, Piper. That’s all.”

Piper gave him a skeptical look. “It doesn’t feel like that.”

Jasper sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I know it looks complicated. But she’s just been helping me get through the legal stuff. That’s all there is.”

Piper wanted to believe him, but the nagging insecurity gnawed at her. Isabel had been a constant presence in Jasper’s life lately, and it was hard not to feel like she was being replaced — piece by piece.

“Okay,” Piper whispered, though the doubt lingered.

Jasper gave her hand another reassuring squeeze. “We’ll figure this out, Piper. I promise.”

And for the first time in days, Piper allowed herself to believe — just a little — that maybe, somehow, things would be okay.